Of Melodies and Graces

if only i could make time stand still… if i could only reach my star… before the colclusion of this relationship is at hand… if i could only endure the sorrowful earthly bonds and bliss that will soon fill my heart with misery and trepidation… i would willingly give my all to you…

but nevertheless… my words are too trivial… to trite… it can not make this ephemeral time for us last for eternity… it will soon crumble and come to an inevitable cessation… yes… perhaps… soon… after we drift apart… you will be able to neglect me with ease… but if you would allow me… i would want to subside and sink into the depths of sorrow, despair, and solitude… and to transcend to the lofty heavens to watch over you…

Why do you eat it?

Stop humiliating yourself, stop being arrogant, you are so pathetic. In case you’re asking why… all you need to do is look at yourself and everyone around you. You’ll see what you have done to us. We were nice to you only for one reason, we knew you’ll change for the better, but for crying out loud, wake up! You’re not everything! You’re not perfect!

A Week to Go

Just one week… our last week… I wonder what I should do… What could make the both of us happy?? but maybe… it’s better if I won’t think of a way… You see… after that happiness for a week is over… we will be longing for it again even though it is impossible for the both of us…

I could never pretend that everything was all right… It pains my heart knowing we don’t have much time left… So, after the last week… Will you be able to forget me??

Who Cares??

-who cares about you?
-who cares if this is not of your liking?
-who cares if you don’t visit this?
-who cares about your work?
-who cares if you have nice items?
-who cares if you show off?
-who cares if you hate me?
-who cares about you?
-who cares about your possessions?
-who cares about your money?
-who cares about your strength?
-who cares about your weakness?
-who cares about your stupid jokes?
-who cares if you’re alone?
-who cares about you?
-who cares about your life?
-who cares if you live alone?
-who cares if you’re ugly?
-who cares if you have the face?
-who cares if you survive?
-who cares if you die?
-who cares about you?

Memories of Tomorrow

As such agonizing tragedy of tomorrow follows… I mesmerize as a blurry past comes and awaits me… such sorrow… my love for you can never be expressed by my own voice… I can only write them…

Reaching for the stars… and as I try… I cut myself with the broken glasses of my shattered heart… and the thorns of your love… I would rather drown in the sea of anguish… than to stay here… trapped in assumption…

As trepidation strikes my fragmented heart… I cling to the melodies that linger in my ears… since the vague past lie ahead… I will turn around and face the memories of tomorrow