Bell of Memories

You can never be forgotten… even if your existence have ceased… your presence will linger… even if an everlasting agony dwells with you in my heart… the bell of memories will chime as I think of you… as I treasure our time spent in our letters of hope…

I will make everyone feel your everlasting presence… a presence that will light the hopes and dreams of one and all… the same presence that gave me light…

A Tribute – A Decade Year Old Promise

A promise… try and look back…. we made a promise beneath the star ocean… remember now? It was also back then… you told me that you love me… remember? We made a promise… you will await my answer after a decade… but now you’re gone… we’re you waiting for me in that time? why did it have to be this day? don’t talk about fate… as if such thing could possibly ease my suffering… why did you have to go? why did it have to be you? why did you have to leave me? Now you’re gone… I can no longer see you… speak to you… hold you… I can no longer hear your heart beating…

And now… I will make another promise… again beneath the star ocean… you will remain in my heart… forevermore…

guidance

keep me with you…

recollection of memories…

i need you…

so much…

time will tell…

evermore…

nevertheless…

my summer romance

such beauty… elegance…

how radiant…

…

comparable to a beauty of a diamond flower…

you blush my world with your summer romance…

summer romance…

i love you…

A Final Mix – Passion and Complexity

a star to grieve for me… a flower to cast a moonshadow of tragedy… a butterfly to blush a pale scenery… from autumn to ashes… i live and die… come forth calamity of hearts… i will endure you once again… and never again will i fall… until the end of time… i shall exist… forevermore…

A Version

i find not disruptions live life of sole mentality… and breakdown is not intrinsic for i will have what is mine… i will struggle and surrender should I discover assessment there… i will not be scorned by failure… i will not relent…

now my conscience shall speak my way… no more confessions… no more gaffes… now frozen path has reinforced my resolve… fear not for consequences…

fear not at all for my everything will never fail… I shall not falter and nor shall I despair… exist no more disruptions exist no more setbacks… set free from reticence set solid on my way… now set forth with purpose and with a strong resolve… fear not for consequences…

Lament of Innocence

a dirge of fate for me? for everything? but why? the strings of providence will soon cast a moonshadow to ease the agony and distress of this heartfelt tragedy… another sweet sorrow… but still… a bookclip is still in my memory… marking misery and torment… forever in my mentality…

a cynic chasm… without any hope residing… not even a single truth… envelops my valor… and with that… I die in degrees… in the deepest gray… will i ever rise again?

My 13th Star

as I gaze through the vast sea of stars… I see myself between darkness and light… oh, star ocean… why? why cast too much pain? …

Needless To Say

It seems that this summer will turn out to be boring… tedious… I mean… I wish that the phone would ring… then someone would say… “I miss you!” who wouldn’t want that? Or even a single SMS would do… and look… I’m waiting in the phone for hours wishing that someone would really will… have they really forgotten me? Or maybe I am not really missed…

But who cares anyway… I know someone misses me… and I know who that is… thank you for that… yabyubewimuts… hihihi an uhmm I also miss you… to my other classmates… I miss you all… take care…

Music Box of Tragedy

Again…

time is standing still…

frozen…

tormented by the injustice…

lingering…

hear the melody of sorrow….

of grief…

frayed…