TACtics In TURN – TRIvial tALe

abound with so much information…

but never able to grasp the truth,

lies~

time?

arrival

a bookclip of a memory…

I gaze at it once again…

nothing has changed…

you still remain in my heart…

departure

is this truly your resolve? a sight of regret… why so? have you not seen me doing everything? desperation…

pitiful… succumb to melancholy… the stars have vanished and never again… will they appear…

gaze upon oblivion…

reflection of memories… while hearing the sound of emptiness… cling to memories… memories… the only things that can never be altered…

without a trace

like a flower… soaked by the rain…

i doubt… was i ever in her mind? even once?

i stare at the moon vanishing away from me again…

maybe an inevitable conclusion…

the moon and stars are gone without a trace…

can i still wait and cling to hope?

sympathy for malice

will i ever close my eyes to the darkness… a trace dropped in the ocean… left in a moonlit evening…

i may have found a star to mend my shattered reams… but it seems… it feels… it was not your intention…

should the fireflies gather around in utter darkness… let me come clean… if truth be told… i have wanted you to shine upon me…

voices – await the heavens

midnight… a moon vanishing… waiting… waiting for the heavens… will i still hear you whispering your soft voice? desperation… you see… i wish… i wish to be saved… saved by you… i want to hear your voice so much…

the clock on the wall keeps on ticking… every sound it makes keep my heart throbbing… shattered dreams… all you can hear… the sound of emptiness…

do you resemble the vanishing moon? or are you the star that will shine upon me for all eternity?

closure – between darkness and light

a finale… a final mix… guidance… innocence… final waltz… summer romance… after all eternity… i still find myself shrouded… I am not in between after all… perhaps… a chaotic soul residing in utter darkness…

i wish to be forgiven… can sin be forgiven? can i be forgiven? forgive… forgive…

take me away from the darkness… take me away…

circle of the moon

i stare at the moon floating in the night sky… let me move with time once again… standing still… frozen… needless to say…

i feel the moon floating in the night sky… full of sorrow… misery… despair… please… let me protect you… let me…

i pray to the moon floating in the night sky… let me ascend to the heavens… release the shackles of my tortured past and grant my heart’s deepest desire! i call upon you… hear my final wish…

Colors of Sorrow

Buried Memory – Roses and Cherry Blossoms

please… stop this… do not weep any longer… look at yourself… you have ceased to live… frozen in time… trapped by vengeance and deceit… wandering in oblivion…

oblivious melody… let time move again… do not besiege us with darkness… i will give my everything to you… my hands… myself… my memory… just please… grant her once more… once more… her smile free from the shackles of her agonizing past… her smile that can put my heart at rest… her warm smile…