between darkness and light

monica symphony

resent your prowess…
claim the endless as one trespasses your memories… a series of infinite fragile sorrowful bonds…

novella summer…
ephemeral you may seem…
but not for my dearest…

in the wake of ashes…
come forth – oblivious melody…
bleed to your august demise…

graceless – insanity prelude

descend in madness…
blinded in reprisal…

as you wish…
gaudy you remain…
forever tainted…

angel descend…
descend from the heavens…

break eternity in twilight remorse…

kiss of betrayal

faith succumbs…
in eternity i have waited…
yet… prowess I could not gain…
and once more…
i linger…

perhaps for vengeance…

a failure…

i will remain a failure for infinity till the end of time…

but i assure you…
vengeance i shall have…

i will conceal in shadows…
then in a heartbeat…
i shall claim my all…

lumina envy

Posted in Pieces to be Mended, another teardrop, from autumn to ashes, imperfection by keil on February 19, 2008

in this display of romance…
shatter into pieces… dive deep… descend into the depths of darkness as i reclaim my mentality…

your sinclair misery yearns for your penance…
repent for your guilt…
sinner…

curse in this darkness… heed your own deception…
breathe in the anguish… breathe in the obscure…

fragment – mirage of deceit

you shine your deception in my eyes…

I was a fool…

a fool to fantasize your fabricated reality…

I lament for my innocence…
burn my memories in to ashes…
my memories of you…

call for paris

darkness will come forth as i reclaim what is mine…
everlasting darkness… the true essence of a heart…

strike despair and trepidation…
obliterate all hope and light that remain…
bring the world to oblivion… its true origin…

i will defy the limits of life…
and in that eternity…
i shall curse the light forevermore…

doppelganger’s sanction

Posted in Pieces to be Mended, another teardrop, from autumn to ashes, imperfection by keil on February 1, 2008

my dawn… my shadow… my everlasting presence that rules myself… forgiveness?? speak in silence as what isn’t me becomes me… an entity to rise in the midst of my curse… my compensation…

what is left for the real me?? my fake, my replica has taken it all… all away from me…

who will break my anomaly?? who will discern the real me?? who will love the real me??

ice princess

you remain frozen… an entity destined to see through eternity… trapped in the confinement of your own torment…
your winter enthralls me…
its warmth making a wish…
thaw the barriers of your frozen being…
your heart…

how i wish to be the sunset horizon… your sunset horizon…

a farewell present – to the one i loved the most

Posted in Pieces to be Mended, another teardrop, from autumn to ashes, imperfection by keil on January 14, 2008

stars and butterflies…

my hope… my last… but nevertheless… it was just wishful thinking fantasized by my frail heart…

you knew i would give in… succumb –

you took advantage… it’s as if you desire to cast pain upon me… how many times must i fall to satisfy your selfishness…

and with this… after forever… finally… i bid farewell…

basking in twilight

i did not want to see…
a sight of regret…

i did not want to hear…
a sound of discord…

i did not want to feel…
an emotion full of regrets…

enduring this throbbing impulse…
wishing impossibility…